February 2012
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You know what? Yes, what she did was wrong. She knows that. She knows she was wrong and she hurt you. She has apologized. Honestly though, look at all the shit you put her through. Look at how poorly you treated her. Look at how much pain you caused her. You aren’t innocent, and posting all about her mistakes won’t make you clean. Leave her alone, and let it go.
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"Normal"
I’m sitting here. About to force myself to go to sleep. It’s nights like these that make me wonder if I’ll ever be “normal.” I’m pleased with who I am. I wouldn’t change my morals or decisions in life, but sometimes it just seems like it would be easier to be this “normal,” whatever that actually is. I don’t wish to change, I’m just...
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The first step.
Acceptance. It’s taken about four years, but I’ve finally accepted my brain is not normal. It fucks with me all the time. I, until very recently, buried all my pain and sadness in my mind, but it always resurfaced. I’ve finally decided to take my problems head on, and it’s honestly the hardest thing I’ve ever done. Accepting that I’m not okay, that I’m...
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Minaj's ill-mannered mocking.
I’m a Christian. I have been since I was four. I was Baptized by my father and Pastor in Lake Allatoona. I love the Lord. He’s the reason I am, where I am, today. Taking all this into account.. It isn’t the reason I am incredibly offended by Nicki Minaj’s performance at the Grammy’s.
Yes, I am terribly offended that a Christian Hymn was used in her performance,...
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I literally have so many walls up. Every time I’m screwed over, more come up. I swear, if I was a weapon for war.. No one could ever get through, that’s how guarded I am.
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So, I cried today. I cried a lot. I cried my eyes out. In front of people. This is something I don’t do if you know anything about me. It was a day I wish never happened, but then again, some good came out of it & God had a purpose for it. So, for that reason, I am okay with it.
“Just calm down, and what I like to do is think what would Jesus do.” - A very wise soul.