February 2012
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You know what? Yes, what she did was wrong. She knows that. She knows she was wrong and she hurt you. She has apologized. Honestly though, look at all the shit you put her through. Look at how poorly you treated her. Look at how much pain you caused her. You aren’t innocent, and posting all about her mistakes won’t make you clean. Leave her alone, and let it go.
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"Normal"
I’m sitting here. About to force myself to go to sleep. It’s nights like these that make me wonder if I’ll ever be “normal.” I’m pleased with who I am. I wouldn’t change my morals or decisions in life, but sometimes it just seems like it would be easier to be this “normal,” whatever that actually is. I don’t wish to change, I’m just...
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The first step.
Acceptance. It’s taken about four years, but I’ve finally accepted my brain is not normal. It fucks with me all the time. I, until very recently, buried all my pain and sadness in my mind, but it always resurfaced. I’ve finally decided to take my problems head on, and it’s honestly the hardest thing I’ve ever done. Accepting that I’m not okay, that I’m...
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Minaj's ill-mannered mocking.
I’m a Christian. I have been since I was four. I was Baptized by my father and Pastor in Lake Allatoona. I love the Lord. He’s the reason I am, where I am, today. Taking all this into account.. It isn’t the reason I am incredibly offended by Nicki Minaj’s performance at the Grammy’s.
Yes, I am terribly offended that a Christian Hymn was used in her performance,...
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I literally have so many walls up. Every time I’m screwed over, more come up. I swear, if I was a weapon for war.. No one could ever get through, that’s how guarded I am.
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So, I cried today. I cried a lot. I cried my eyes out. In front of people. This is something I don’t do if you know anything about me. It was a day I wish never happened, but then again, some good came out of it & God had a purpose for it. So, for that reason, I am okay with it.
“Just calm down, and what I like to do is think what would Jesus do.” - A very wise soul.
January 2012
13 posts
Sufficiently hurt. Congratulations. I hope you’re happy.
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I just.. I just can’t bring myself to get over all that you’ve done.
You made him the most upset he’s ever been. I’m very sorry, but I could never forgive you for that. For the mess you made him. Don’t expect much of me. No one treats him that way and gets away with it. No one.
I just want this “competition” & tally keeping to end. I’m not even playing, and yet I’m winning. Please, just stop. It’s exhausting.
I absolutely adore how you try to make me feel inadequate. I love how you try to make me feel like I’ll never match up to you. I love how you think I actually care what you think of me.
It’s me & him forever. So please, drill that through your head. I’m not going anywhere.
“Everybody is a genius. But, if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree,...”
– Albert Einstein (via lionskeleton)
Seeing a lost soul is a terrible thing.
December 2011
25 posts
I love meaningful conversations with my boyfriend. Almost 9 months together, and neither one of us has stopped trying. I love him.
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Diet.
No to limited dairy.
No starchy carbs after 4:00.
Limited sodium.
One Verve daily.
Pilates.
A teacher and a pediatric oncologist.. My family and life is going to be wonderful and full of beautiful children.
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My friends.
Deserve the world. I wish I could make that reality, because it sucks watching them truly believe that they aren’t worth much.
The Last Song.
It’s the book that saved me two years ago. It’s the book I relate to. I don’t think anyone will ever understand just how important it is to me.
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I'm so lucky.
Yes. I know just a week ago I was writing about being sad a lot, but now I see it was God’s way of showing me just how great what he was going to give and has already given me is. I just met my bestfriend in this town. It took a year. It took a lot of fighting and struggling to find my place in this town, but it was worth it. I truly value our friendship. I also have my wonderful boyfriend....
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I’ve got the man of my dreams & the best friend I could ever ask for. I’m pretty damn happy.
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